First and foremost, i would like to apologize for not updating my blog. This is primarily due to my hectic schedule. I am so sorry. Regarding the title above, i would like to share my experiences with others. Many people do think that to love and to be loved is amazingly wonderful. I do agree with that statement but to the certain extent, it is not really true. I did put a high expectation on someone so that xxxx will realize it. I have endeavoured many avenues to show my love towards xxx, but to no avail. It is futile and it really makes me depressed. I did vow to myself that i don't want to have any intimate feeling/relationship with xxxx. Whenever i see xxxx, however, i succumb to it. In other words, i can't resist it and it is such an insurmountable problem. Thereby, i do hope someone will help me deal with this cirrcumstance that i am going through right now.
