Unbearable Pressure

At this moment, i feel extremely stressful and i don't know how to cope with this situation. Lecturers are always trying their very best to deliver their messages/lessons to students. Paradoxically, their endeavour make me go mad and it is hard to absorb the information and internalize them. Some people may not care about this difficulty and just take it for granted. To me, it is a big issue that i by hook or by crook must deal with it in a professional way.

Regarding the issue of quiz, i am actually under pressure and i can't force myself anymore to remember all the facts pertaining to methods in TESL. In other words, i have to stop pushing myself and alaways look at the positive, bright side of this life. When people have unrealistically high expectations of you, i find it is so difficult to satisfy them; you may feel what i am feeling right now if you try to put yourself in my shoes. This difficulty is also expressed by our best singer in Malaysia through her song called 'Biarlah Rahsia.'

'Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika

'Berada di tempatku'

Anyway, I am not going to dwell on this issue since it will not make me feel good.

Butterflies in my stomach.................

Tomorrow, i will be presenting my oral presentation on thematic approach and schema theory. I was undeniably extremely nervous as my lecturer will be asking questions while delivering my oral presentation. I am so afraid of her challenging questions and i don't know how to cope with this situation. Anyway, her lecture was highly satisfactory and i at times feel comfortable expressing my views on certain issues. Even though i am feeling nervous right now, i will try the very best presenting that topic tomorrow morning. Hopefully, i can successfully answer her questions and make it through the rain. Pray for my success. For your information, i have got a new roommate and i will briefly explain about him for the next entry.

Very sincerely,

Butterfly

Heartfelt Appreciation to Seniors

To tell the truth, i am indebted to my beloved seniors who already left for UKM 2 days ago.

Dearest Abang Ashairi,

Your temporary disappearance have brought a titanic impact on my life. Without you, I have to be self-reliant and i will always remember your words of encourangement. Indeed, you have made a difference in my life.

Very sincerely,

The big fan of Ashairi.


Dearest Kak Zack, Kak Dewi and Kak Yana,


I really miss you all and thank you for always giving me tips on how to do well in the examination. To Kak Zack, i am so lucky to have you as my senior since you are very supportive of me. To Kak dewi, i thank you for being a great senior and relentlessly giving your worthwhile advice. To Kak Yana, i thank you for always sharing your exam tips with me and i no doubt will strive for excellence.

Yours sincerely,

Zz