Monday, July 28, 2008

Unbearable Pressure

At this moment, i feel extremely stressful and i don't know how to cope with this situation. Lecturers are always trying their very best to deliver their messages/lessons to students. Paradoxically, their endeavour make me go mad and it is hard to absorb the information and internalize them. Some people may not care about this difficulty and just take it for granted. To me, it is a big issue that i by hook or by crook must deal with it in a professional way.

Regarding the issue of quiz, i am actually under pressure and i can't force myself anymore to remember all the facts pertaining to methods in TESL. In other words, i have to stop pushing myself and alaways look at the positive, bright side of this life. When people have unrealistically high expectations of you, i find it is so difficult to satisfy them; you may feel what i am feeling right now if you try to put yourself in my shoes. This difficulty is also expressed by our best singer in Malaysia through her song called 'Biarlah Rahsia.'


'Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika

'Berada di tempatku'


Anyway, I am not going to dwell on this issue since it will not make me feel good.

4 comments:

QieYaH said...

saiful..dont give up. have faith in yourself.actually, u dont have to push yourself until u feel pressure and tense. if u cannot absorb what u have read, just give yourself time to relax. if you pushing ur brain too hard, im afraid u'll lose everything u've read and remember. so, my advise here is, enjoy your reading. dont put urself under pressure. it's not the book pressures u, but, yourself. u choose that way, although u r not. but, anyway, i'll always pray for your success and do tell me if you need any helps. all da best ya.. ;)

BuMbLe BooGiE said...

sepul... sorry for not giving u any news since i left. i just felt so lost here. anyway, i'm doing pretty ok now. take care...

Nana said...

Saiful....b strong! "life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... it's about learning to dance in the rain"....chewah~

Najwa Jamal said...

yeah saiful,, hidup siti!!! we are in the sam eshoes actually,, it's just that i don't really show that i'm stress!