Exam

Everything is fine and i think i have tried my best in performing well in the exam. To Abang Hakim, Abang Ashairi, Kak Zack, Kak Dewi, Kak Yana, i would like to thank them for always supporting me. You brighten up my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam week: Unplugged Concert

To me, exam week is the most crucial and excruciating moments. Undoubtedly, it drives me crazy. In order to alleviate the unbearable pressure that I am having at this time, i will always assume that sitting for exam is similar to beautifully singing the wonderfully interesting songs during the unplugged concert. Each exam paper that i am going to sit for will be accompanied by particular songs. These songs or so called exam theme songs will never fail to mesmerize and captivate your attention. The following are the theme songs for each exam paper.

Khidmat Masyarakat 2= Dingin
Teaching of Listening and Speaking Skill in An ESL Context= Medley of Puncak Kasih and Jerat Percintaan.
Learner Diversity and Differentiated Teaching= Aku Cinta Padamu
Literature in English for Malaysian Schools= Syurga Di Hati Kita
Methods in TESL= My heart Will Go On

Wish me luck

Successful outcome is within the realms of possibility.

Thank you my ********* for continuously supporting. Indeed, you are the greatest source of my inspiration.

i love xxxxxx

All hopes are gone.

Undeniably, i feel so stressed at this time. This is definitely because of the marks given by the people in authoritative. Sometimes, it is so hard for me to accept this ugly truth; you have tried your best to do the written assignment especially and yet you still don't get the desired marks . In other words, the successful outcome is beyond the realm of the possibility. Perhaps, that is my mistake to put high expectation of something and presuppose everything will go according to our plan. However, that is the hurdles that every student must go through in order to succeed in their study. Hopefully, i will be able to regain my control as well as strength to pursue my dreams. Seriously, i don't want people to perpetually look down upon me. Never ever!!!!!!. I have had enough bad experience during my childhood and i don't want that to happen again. ........

Special thanks to Heritos for always listening to my problems and offering practical solutions. I really appreciate it.

English

Why do i choose 'English' as my topic for this entry? Basically, i would like to share the trials and tribulations in learning English as a second language with all of the readers. Frankly speaking, English is the most complicated language that i have ever learned. One of the most compelling reasons is the structure of English sentence keeps changing and it seems unpredictable. At times, i get confused and i just don't know the solution to this insurmountable problem. Besides that, learning English really requires your gritty determination and patience. I, for example, was implicitly taunted and ridiculed by my friends and lecturers when i first started speaking this international language. I without doubt felt extremely upset and it deteriotated and killed my keen interest to learn English. Whenever i thought of my parents' sacrifices spending lots of money in my study,nevertheless, i felt motivated and continued the journey of learning English.
However, the lectures will always label their students in terms of their proficiency, fluency and accuracy. Regarding th e issue of labelling the students, i have an ambivalent feeling towards it.On one hand, i feel bad when the lectures deliberately mention about one's proficiency. On the other hand, it will make you realize your weakness and therefore you will strat brushing up your English .

Unbearable Pressure

At this moment, i feel extremely stressful and i don't know how to cope with this situation. Lecturers are always trying their very best to deliver their messages/lessons to students. Paradoxically, their endeavour make me go mad and it is hard to absorb the information and internalize them. Some people may not care about this difficulty and just take it for granted. To me, it is a big issue that i by hook or by crook must deal with it in a professional way.

Regarding the issue of quiz, i am actually under pressure and i can't force myself anymore to remember all the facts pertaining to methods in TESL. In other words, i have to stop pushing myself and alaways look at the positive, bright side of this life. When people have unrealistically high expectations of you, i find it is so difficult to satisfy them; you may feel what i am feeling right now if you try to put yourself in my shoes. This difficulty is also expressed by our best singer in Malaysia through her song called 'Biarlah Rahsia.'

'Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika

'Berada di tempatku'

Anyway, I am not going to dwell on this issue since it will not make me feel good.

Butterflies in my stomach.................

Tomorrow, i will be presenting my oral presentation on thematic approach and schema theory. I was undeniably extremely nervous as my lecturer will be asking questions while delivering my oral presentation. I am so afraid of her challenging questions and i don't know how to cope with this situation. Anyway, her lecture was highly satisfactory and i at times feel comfortable expressing my views on certain issues. Even though i am feeling nervous right now, i will try the very best presenting that topic tomorrow morning. Hopefully, i can successfully answer her questions and make it through the rain. Pray for my success. For your information, i have got a new roommate and i will briefly explain about him for the next entry.

Very sincerely,

Butterfly

Heartfelt Appreciation to Seniors

To tell the truth, i am indebted to my beloved seniors who already left for UKM 2 days ago.

Dearest Abang Ashairi,

Your temporary disappearance have brought a titanic impact on my life. Without you, I have to be self-reliant and i will always remember your words of encourangement. Indeed, you have made a difference in my life.

Very sincerely,

The big fan of Ashairi.


Dearest Kak Zack, Kak Dewi and Kak Yana,


I really miss you all and thank you for always giving me tips on how to do well in the examination. To Kak Zack, i am so lucky to have you as my senior since you are very supportive of me. To Kak dewi, i thank you for being a great senior and relentlessly giving your worthwhile advice. To Kak Yana, i thank you for always sharing your exam tips with me and i no doubt will strive for excellence.

Yours sincerely,

Zz

Teaching profession is not suitable for me?

I think this is the right time to reveal all the major problems that have haunted my life for years. Aside from friendship, the teaching profession is the problem that I am going through right now. After i have finished my pre practicum at one of the schools in the state of Kuching, I realized that this profession doesn't suit my interest. In addition, the students nowadays are rebellious and it is hard to control them. Even if you reprimand them for their misconducts, they will never ever listen to you. Conversely, they are getting worst and it seems out of control. To tell the truth, you can't never ever imagine the circumstances that i have gone through because you are a normal man or a normal woman. At the same time, i would like to take this golden opportunity to thank Abg Ashairi for always understanding me. Your words make me stronger and boulder.

Everything changes

It sounds unbelievable but it is true. Some of my friends do change and it is hard to accept. Mr. j, for example, who always keep in touch with feminine side, have become a masculine guy. Can you believe it?. I undeniably find hard to accept this ugly truth. I know this is a great, positive change but then u can't despise your effiminate friend. From now on, i vow to myself that i must be selective in choosing friend since friend does change and he or she will purposely ignore you when they are at the height of success. Saiful, learn from your mistake and never ever trust those friends.

Interested in earning an extra income?

Big surprise.!! I have just received RM 350 after joining the perigi duit. I can't believe it. This is the website that can be visited by those who are interested in earning an extra income. What are you waiting for? Don't miss out the opportunity.

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Siti Nurhaliza and Ziana Zain are my inspirations.

These two notable artistes in the music industry don't need any introduction. They have been my favourite artistes since i was little and both have great influnce on me. Siti Nurhaliza, for example, always strive for the best while Ziana Zain often endeavour to produce a great album. Implicity, i have tried my best to follow these kinds of attitudes embodied by these women and achieve a tremendous success in the near future. Ziana Zain, for instance , invariably make her fans proud of her by performing a striking performance and ahe at last enjoy the fuit of her labour. She is now known as a legendary icon and Malaysians certainly love and adore her. On the whole, I just want to be like them and hopefully, i can meet them face to face.

With Love
Butterfly

Sharing my dreams with the readers

This is actually my first experience of blogging and it was such a great experience. Regarding the title's today, i would like to tell you about my dreams throughout the year of 2008.
1. Make money
2. Score a great result for this new semester.
3. Start looking for a loved one.
4. May God bless my life.

There is one more dream that i am dubious to share with you. Perhaps, this is not the right time and i am not ready for it. Just wait and see.

With love,
Butterfly